bikini waxing

ada yang wondering nggak???
kalo mau bisa ke honeypot wax di gandaria city.. tempatnya bagus loh, terus pelayanannya juga profesional... BM beli serum nya deh ahahhahahahaha jadi yg kayak biar ngilangin bagian2 gelap yang ada di bagian miss v and sekitarnya... ih sorry2 bukan soal freak ya tapi yang namanya perawatan tubuh dan bagian intim itu mesti diakui merupakan aset masa depan, apalagi untuk perempuan .. emang sih cinta sejati itu harus apa adanya but come on ladies, our body is wonderland nggak ada salahnya buat selalu menjaga penampilan dan kecantikan tubuh biar sampe yang paling tertutup pun dong... sex nggak pernah bohong itu mah namanya manusiawi mo laki atau perempuan mo tua atau muda ya istilahnya bawang putih nya setiap masakan lah. ya ayo ayo yang cewek2 kita proteksi ke depan yuk biar tua nya masi sekece dan se-powerful sekarang (wuiiih nda mulai nih omongan-omongannya ati-ati weeey) #malahngompor

k, back to the topic,
beneran nggak ada yang penasaran sama bikini waxing? rasanya tuh nggak seserem yang dibayangkan kok... ya sakit lah emang ih sakeeeeeet banget sebenarnya sih tapi itu krna reaksi udah deg2an duluan ama shock aja kali ya jadi lebay hahaha lagi juga katanya sih klo udah ke 3/4x gak bakal segimana heboh pas awa sakitnya... lah ya lagipula gak usah sering2 juga -___- ribet amat si... lain kali kalo udah sekali ya kedua kalinya pas mo nikah aja biar malem pertama kaget aja tu laki lu mulus benerrrrr... tapi beneran deh yang bikin BM tuh produk2 di honeypot nya tuh duuuh... Btw, bisa cek ke website kok buat harga waxing nya... kalo mo coba2 doang yang pilihan paling basic aja lah gak usah yang macem-macem banget ampe dibentuk pola hati segala anjrit itu tuh baru freak zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... yang penting kalo mo ngewaxing jangan pas mo mens banget ya (apalagi pas mens ya iyalah) seminggu seusai mens sih waktu yang paling tepat ;) ama pake rok/celana longgar jangan lupa kalo mo pergi ke salon waxingnya... biar kelar2nya gak kesiksa siksa banget dalem skinny jeans atau jegging tu si sister cantiknya, buat penyesuaian dan antisipasi aja sama udara yang sempit2 dulu hihi lebay padahal teori sepihak doang si madam kintil fufufufufufu!!! SELAMAT MENCOBA LADIESSSS! ati-ati nagih sama pergundulan

from the brightest eyes to the darkest eyes

“The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.” 
Audrey Hepburn

 "People are going to say what they want to say and think what they want to think, and I can't change their minds."
Hilary Duff

“I am a health nut and only do things that are good for my body."
Miranda Kerr

"I'd rather not have anything than be a liar."
 Alicia Keys

"I think it's always best to be who you are. and beauty is not just physical."
Halle Berry

 "When no one listens to you, or you feel no one’s listening to you, all sorts of things start to happen."
 Lady Diana

“There are moments to indulge and enjoy, but I always know when it's time to go home and wash my knickers.”
Kate Winslet 

 “Some girls get swept up in the lifestyle-- clubbing and partying with celebrities. You can't live your life like that, though. It's fake.”
Gemma Ward

"When things get you down, make the best of your own life rather than worrying about what everyone else thinks." 
Dita Von Teese


"I never regret anything. Because every little detail of your life is what made you into who you are in the end."
Drew Barrymore
 “To anyone that ever told you you're no good.. they're no better."
Hayley Williams 

 "I don`t really like to go out very much. I`m not scandalous. I`m not, like, in this to be famous. I also find it so embarrassing when you read about people and it`s like they were so trashed at Skybar and stumbling around. I don`t want to be that person."
Zoey Deschanel 

"I don't love studying. I hate studying. I like learning. Learning is beautiful."
Natalie Portman

"Without pain, there would be no suffering, without suffering we would never learn from over mistakes. To make it right, pain and suffering is the key to all windows, without it, there is no way of life."
 Angelina Jolie

 "I'm working on bringing the instant film camera back as part of the future."
Lady Gaga

 "I am happy with what I'm doing. It's so rare that you get to hear an adult film star talk about that. I'm not the only person who is sex positive, who is not on drugs, who wasn't abused, and who is intelligent and has something to say for herself. I just take advantage of the opportunities I have to talk about those things in a positive way. And I think it's time in our society for women's rights and women's sexuality to no longer be just an underground thing. ... It's like I am woman, hear me roar."
Sasha Grey
"I paint myself because I am so often alone and because I am the subject I know best."
Frida Kahlo

Life sometimes takes us in a direction we never could have imagined.

ada yang jual buku Neü Sex nya sasha grey nggak? duh perasaan udah lama terbitnya tapi susah banget ya nyari di negeri ini. PLEASE BANGET YANG TAU BISA DM/MENTION SAYA VIA TWITTER. of course you know sasha grey, the most beautiful porn star in the world (rated by me) but who cares she's now is ex-porn star since 7/8 months ago. lagipula porn is porn, so just enjoy it. don't complaining

i'm not a kind of person like mostly guys do-which is watching porn-movies.
but i totally respect for this girl for her brave, her beauty, her killer body, her intellegance, and her principal. sasha looked so jaded and alone if you see through her eyes closer. well yes of course, she is moved away frm her home when she was 16 years old, because she couldn't stands with her stepfather. well she isn't going to admit the stepfather molested her but of course he did, she's afraid she'll become a porn star stereotype if she confesses that. and i think, her stepfather may raped her and yeah, mostly people have this thought that her stepfather is took away her virginity with really rude and over again :(

however. she is genious. i love how her accent of her speech. and her answers about all of interviewer questions were so making me like 'oh my god, poor little girl, your life seems hard but you really really good to through it!'
fuck yeah other pornstar who only has a fake boobs to being proud about. this girl has LIFE!!!!

Something for the Fans: I’ve always tried to be as open and honest with my fans (and onlookers) as much as possible. With the way social media has progressed, a lot of personalization has been lost. The purpose of this is to address the elephant in the room, and to thank all of you.

It’s become quite evident that my time as an adult film performer has expired. Don’t worry, I haven’t found Jesus. One thing is for certain, I’m proud to say I have no regrets, I genuinely feel I accomplished everything I could as a performer. I was able to work with the industry’s most professional performers and companies, and I’ll always cherish the friends and relationships I was able to build. It was simply the perfect time for me to move on... while I was on top (pun indeed, intended). Life sometimes takes us in a direction we never could have imagined.

Thanks to my friend Brandon Stosuy, last week at Housing Works in NYC I had a very successful launch for my first book, NEÜ SEX. We had a huge turnout of people for our discussion and signing, all while supporting a cause! Vice and I donated several copies of the book to Housing Works, so everyone who bought a book (or a drink) in turn helped fight HIV/AIDS and homelessness. Some very familiar faces showed up that night, and I’m happy I got to share my excitement with all of them!

Four years in the making, NEÜ SEX includes my visual mosaic through photography, my sexual philosophy, and observations. I’d just like to say thank you to every individual who has supported me from day one, you are truly my shining stars. If you had not listened, if you weren’t interested, this book would not exist. I’ll forever be grateful, and humbled by your outpouring of support. This book is dedicated to you


if life is all about making a choices but why it's so difficult to be brave. or maybe that is the thing that people should learn about life. be brave, keep positive, and being nice.

i wish i was brave.
i mean, i'm a kind of person that has a seriously problem with my fear.
a fear with a future, a fear with the fall... this is why when i've always thinking about something big and make things that worth, i just always never make it started. so of course, then, never meet a finished.
yeah, hope always make you high, but life is still goes on. it could be on the lowest ground or it could be on the top of the mountain.
what i should do is get in. catch it. take it. make it. do it.

i'm feeling so crap. i'm so sorry. i just.... missed too much things in my life because i'm too scared to try. i know there are some people that judging me like a freak, a louder speaker, or desperate bitch. but seriously what's your problem? but anyway, thanks.. the point is, some people with a negative judgements were really helpful to making me brave, such one of the best solution ever to reduce my fear :)

and.. i've always seen some twitter or facebook status of stunning princess who sounds like a crap and fragile. i mean why so pathetic? people judging you like a perfect one with a perfect life that girl could ever wishes for! and another things that i learn from it people...

1. something big has its opportunity.
2. even the greatest thing ever won't be last forever.
3. fall seven times but stand up eight

my new enemy right now.
is a fear.

p.s : sorry it is just me that missed so many chances. but i swear from now when this post is been published, i'll take my chances.

lowongan graphic designer

is it just me or emang kebanyakan lowongan2 graphic designer pada nyari yang bener2 'lot in one' gitu? atau karena softwaare skill yang saya punya yang terlalu standar dan ketinggalan jaman jadi ngerasa banyak mau aja gitu?

Belakangan ini, memang saya sering sekali membuka jobsdb atau jobstreet, namanya juga fresh graduated. di cv saya selalu tulis pengalaman saya sebagai freelance. yang kalo ditotal2 ya, 1 year experienced juga bisa. Dan yang kerap saya temukan, ketika ada subject Urgently Required: Graphic Designer atau Web Designer.... sumpah deh.... syaratnya banyaaaaaak... paling sering nemuin ketiga syarat BM dibawah ini :

1. Software skill: Adobe, Flash, 3D, & more
2. min. 2 years experienced
3. (buat yang web design) Know HTML, CSS, bla and bla and bla

OH MY GOD, dan saya iseng liat-liat lowongan sejenis tapi dari negara lain seperti Singapore and others. Kebanyakan persyaratannya cuma tertera mahir dalam photoshop, illustrator, & indesign. dan good portfolio. Dan yang buat yang ngasi lowongan web design yah... CSS dan bla-bla-bla tuh bukannya udah masuk ke lapaknya anak IT yah... musti banget yah -___- kebetulan yang standar kan HTML yah.. dan yg namanya web designer is designing web bukan sekaligus jadi junior admin zzzz...
Perasaan doang kali yah.. kenapa saya lebih sering nemuin perusahaan yang padahal namanya udah keren tapi kayak mau ngehiring orang untuk melakukan pekerjaan yang seharusnya dilakukan atau dikerjakan oleh 3 orang (yg mirisnya gajinya padahal cm buat cukup untuk makan 1 orang) segitu kejamnya kah ....
seperti misalnya graphic designer yang merangkap jadi web designer dan juga admin sampai ke copywriter... dan emang yang kayak kasus gini2 kebanyakan ada pada inhouse graphic designer sih (kalo advert, yeh namanya aja udah desain banget ya pasti aturannya udah bener lah.. tapi jam kerjanya ituuuuu huhuhu harus betah2)

dan yang permasalahan problem2 fresh graduated. saya selalu mendengar kurangnya kualitas seorang fresh graduated karena masalah disiplin. masih sering kebawa kebiasaan waktu dikampus kali ya mikirnya... tapi toh, saya rasa nggak harus selalu yang namanya fresh graduated itu diragukan. kapan punya pengalamannya dong kalo dr awal selalu diragukan... tapi paling nggak ini jadi pelajaran sih kalo yang namanya pengalaman itu penting. orang bukan sukses dari seberapa tingginya ia berprestasi di akademis tapi pe-nga-la-man. semakin banyak membaca kita semakin tahu, semakin banyak pengalaman kita akan semakin belajar trampil. dan bukan berarti lo yang nggak punya pengalaman itu harus slalu ngerasa minder, jadikan motivasi dan tetap semangat untuk sampai ke langit yang dituju :) oh ya saya pernah denger kalimat orang pinter yang temenan sama buku doang bisa kalah sukses sama orang yang suka bergaul, bersosialisasi, dan senang berbicara di depan publik. emmmm menurut lo?

p.s  : duh pengen banget jadi pramugari tapi behelan gimana dong!